So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide.
Meredith Grey (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

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I don’t know what to think about the coming two weeks. I want her, I want her, I want her. I want to look into her eyes, hold her face in my palms, and say this - word for word - to her. But of course, I am not like that. I am always scared. I over-think, and I get very worried that whatever that there is between me and her just exists in my head. Y’now, like in some way, I am Tom Hansen and pathetically pining over one Summer Finn. Am I being overdramatic? I have no idea. Well, and then there’s a part of me that also acknowledges what a one-in-a-lifetime sort of opportunity this is. Never have so many things aligned this perfectly together that I am tempted to just take a leap of faith into the unknown and chase after her as hard as I can. No regrets, as they say … maybe I should just lay it all out to her on a fkcing silver plate so she knows clearly what I want.

I don’t know. I am so torn, and I am so anxious about what’s going to happen in the coming weeks before she leaves to Sydney for good.

I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living now.
Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist (via observando)


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